I haven’t blogged much this summer. But if you have seen my
facebook any time recently you’ll know that we’ve had quite a bit on our minds
lately. We’re expecting. Not one, but two. That’s right- TWINS! We are excited,
scared, and feeling so blessed all in one. This was quite a journey in the
making and now all at once we’re getting two for one, hopefully not double
trouble, and Michael, Dudley, and I will be no longer a household of 3 but
instead a household of 5 in just a few months. WOW!
Getting pregnant was not exactly a piece of cake for us.
Michael says it best when he says that all his life he was told not to even
look at a girl because it could get her pregnant, but he quickly learned when
that was the actual goal that they had lied. It took us about a year, lots of
doctors appointments, lots of new diagnosis, and an incredible amount of
patience before we found out about our little bundles of joy. Surprisingly my
MS was not a problem at ALL in the whole process. I was off my medication for
10 months with no symptoms, flares, or activity, which was an incredible blessing.
We worked closely with my neurologist and OB to make sure my MS was not a
problem, and believe it or not it ended up helping the whole situation. After a
few months with no pregnancy success, my OB decided that because I was not on
any of my disease modifying therapy that she wanted to get to bottom of our
“issues” and not put me or my MS at risk. Lots of tests later I found out I had
PCOS, and Hashimoto’s disease (thyroid dysfunction), both things that would
severely affect my ability to get pregnant. After starting the right meds for
those things, BOOM! Twins! J
Our vacation was full of excitement, fun, and no roller
coasters. But at that time we couldn’t predict the roller coaster of emotion
that was to come just a few short weeks after. On August 7th, one
day before our 3-year wedding anniversary, we headed into the doctor for my 8
week appointment. Michael turned his iPhone recorder on for the appointment
because we were sure we’d be so wrapped up in excitement that we’d likely miss
something. This came in real handy when the doctor started the ultrasound and
said “Ok here is what we’re looking at- this is the baby. OH there is TWO”. The
recording caught both her words and my gasp absolutely perfectly. Michael was
silent and just kept shaking his head. 2?!?!? 2 babies? Us? HOLY COW! We were
flat flabbergasted. What a blessing.
The skeptic in me asked the doctor if the Twins could have
been caused by the route of fertility we took and she said that in 11 years
with that method we were only her second set of twins, so it was possible but
not certain. After we told our families later that week I learned I have twins
on both sides of my parents family and that very well could have been the
reason for our little miracles. Or really it just could have been God’s way of
helping us make our dreams come true. We’ve always wanted two kiddos, and so
now we just get to do it all at once. We both can’t help but feel so blessed.
Last week at our 12 week appointment we got to see our
little munchkins. The doctors were having a hard time hearing both heart beats
(I was of course freaking out) so they did an ultrasound. Currently the babies
are stacked up like little legos. One has its head on the left and feet going
right, and one has its head on the right with its feet going up. We had good
strong heart beats, they are growing proportionately, and the doctor was very
pleased with their progress. I start my second trimester tomorrow and I
couldn’t be more ready. I have been SOOOOO sick for the last few months and had
about the energy of a slug. But I am finally seeing light at the end of the
tunnel. The nausea is slowly but surely decreasing, and I’m not napping every
afternoon. This is a much welcome change.
With my new found energy and lack of feeling like I’ll have to
run to throw up all the time, this is all starting to be so much more fun. And
seeing them move and kick and turn around (at least one of them anyway) has
made it so much more real for me. Michael says definitely the one moving so
much definitely takes after me since I can’t ever seem to sit still. But still
or not I am thrilled, and finally feeling like this whole thing is not just a
dream. I don’t have any other postable
pictures yet, but my growing waistband is making it real too. I’m already into
maternity pants (AT ONLY 13 weeks!) but I guess with 2 everything is different.
So that is all for now. You can be sure that there will be
many more posts as we move along, and hopefully other fun stuff too. J Football season is in
full force so hopefully I’ll have a blog about an fantastic Wolves win or maybe
the Seahawks actually doing something great? FINGERS CROSSED!

Jamee and Michael, we are SOOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!! Thank you for sharing your journey on this blog page. We hope to meet the newest Feulings, whenever possible!!!
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Love,
Meg, Scott, Katie & Ellie
What a great blog, Jamee! So good to read about your progress. "Auntie" Lynda cannot wait to get them their first bicycle jerseys. :-P
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